"what's this feeling called, it's kind of indescribable.
sometimes you really feel like getting out of this, but you end up getting in.sometimes you stare at the screen of your phone and wonders why he hasnt text, and thinks that he needs to take the initiative, although you need the equal amount of initiative. sometimes you get angry with what he said, but you end up messaging him after all. sometimes when you walk home alone, all you could think about is him walking beside you. and sometimes you cant stay angry about him for long. sometimes you will really miss him even though you've just seen him. sometimes there's this empty feeling when he hasnt messaged you for a day. sometimes you wonder if he's alright and what he's doing. sometimes what he does is wrong, and you feeel like telling him, and you did. sometimes you love him so much, that you expect so much more than what he expects. sometimes, you just feel really really upset over something he doesnt even know."